When I first found out about deliverance, I knew nothing about it. I had a person that was close to me tell me that I needed deliverance. When I asked her what this was she never told me. It was years later that I met someone in college who told me that this needed to happen in my life.
At the time I was told this I was a mess and was going to doctors for explanations as to what was happening to me. My body was jacked up, I had been bleeding everyday for several years. I was wearing a pad everyday. There was an odor which the doctors said was coming from infection. The doctors always labeled it as a bladder infection. I was so embarrassed to go to a public bathroom because of the odor.
I was married during this time and had two children. I wanted to have more. Strange things begin to happen to me as a child. I would have episodes where I seemed to be awake but could not move. It sometimes felt as though I was being held down. During these episodes I could not move or speak. I have sometimes been sitting in a chair or in bed struggling to say something to let someone know I was in trouble but I couldn’t. I remember crying when I was able to let out a scream but my mom thought I was dreaming and did not come to see about me.
There were episodes when I would feel someone press down on my bed and would slowly begin to crawl toward me. I never saw anyone and sometimes I would lose consciousness. I was terrified.
This happened before and during my marriage. I also found out that other women and men were going through the same thing.
I had to have surgery for the bleeding. A complete hysterectomy was the doctors answer for my problem after going through this for several years. I thank Yahweh for my still being here.
But, getting back to the episodes. When the counselor that I met in college told me that I needed deliverance,I let her know that that was not the first time I had encountered this word. She, however was the first to give me an explanation. Though I was saved and spoke in tongues and had seen many miracles. I had not witnessed this thing called deliverance.
I had not talked about what was happening to me accept for the first lady who told me about deliverance. I was ashamed that these things were happening to me and I had no control over it. I was embarrassed to think what they would think about me. I am sure they would have labeled me as being crazy. I wondered sometimes if I was losing myself. Why was all of this happening to me? Why was I being tormented?
I accepted help from my counselor, whom I found out that she was in the ministry. I will never forget the tears and the time that she spent with me to help me be made free. She gave me prayers to pray. It was a battle for her but she stood with me.
One of the prayers that she gave me was taken from Ephesians 6. I use this prayer even now. I have taught it to my children and grandchildren.
Getting free can seem bazaar. There were growls and words that came out of me that I did not utter on my own. Feeling different emotions of laughter when nothing was funny, mocking the woman of Ahayah, anger and thoughts of hurting her. Wanting to fight, I cried, hurt, and felt like I was losing my mind. What in the world was on the inside of me?Why was I being tormented. I was saved. This could not be happening to me. Yet, it was happening to me.
She never condemned me. She was supportive and loving and let me know that when she was forceful that she was not talking to me but to a demon that was making my life miserable.
Finally it was over. I was free. I slept like never before. The enemy did try to come back but I was armed and ready. I was taught well and have found out that we do not have to live our lives as a victim. We can be free and stay free. No fear, there is a remedy and we can have victory. HalleluYah!!!
I thank Father Ahayah for all those that are on the front lines in ministry, setting the captives free. It is an act of love. Much love to you and your families for the time you unselfishly give to others. Ahayah Asher Ahayah bless you mightily and may every need be met according to His riches in Glory.
Mark 16:15-18
15 And he said unto them, Go ye into all the world, and preach the gospel to every creature.
16 He that believeth and is baptized shall be saved; but he that believeth not shall be damned.
17 And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues;
18 They shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover.
This is the prayer that I have used for the last 28 years.
We put on the whole armor of Ahayah. We put on the Helmet of Salvation and the Breastplate of Righteousness. We gird our loins about with Truth and we shod our feet with the Preparation of the Gospel of Peace. We hold the Shield of Faith which covers us from head to foot and shall quench every fiery dart of the wicked. We hold the Sword of the Spirit which is the the Word of Ahayah. With these pieces of armor our mind shall stay in perfect peace and nothing that the adversary deviseth against us shall prosper. No weapons formed against us shall prosper. We thank you Ahayah for your angels that shall lift us up before we dash our feet against a stone. In the name of our Blessed Saviour Yashaya. HalleluYah!!!